Lock Upp: Saisha Shinde confesses that her boyfriend abused her mentally- “Made me feel like I am sh*t”

Saisha Shinde was in a relationship with a man who mentally abused her.

With its frequent controversies, Kangana Ranaut’s reality programme ‘Lock Upp’ has garnered considerable attention.

Meanwhile, after  Poonam Pandey recently accused her estranged spouse, Sam Bombay, of domestic violence, Saisha Shinde has also now spoken up about her boyfriend’s mental torture of her. Swapnil, who was now known as Saisha after sex-change surgery, was in a relationship with a man who had mentally abused her.

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Saisha recalled her experience, saying, “Even I was abused in a relationship but it wasn’t physical, it was mental abuse on another level. He made me feel like I am sh*t.”

She also told about how he always doubted her, “He used to stand outside my door and just wait thinking that someone will come and I’ll cheat on him. And, let’s say if I cheat on him, he’ll catch me red-handed and he will use it against me. He used to climb on the terrace, go on the pipeline, stand on the pipeline, open the blinders of the bathroom and see slowly if I am mast******, to use that against me.”

The Lock Upp participants were taken aback when they learned of Saisha’s difficulties. Payal Rohatgi, then enquired, “Why can’t you mastu*****?”

She replied by saying, “Because that’s the reason then that I don’t want to have s*x with him. Back then, I thought maybe he’s saying the right thing but I was never happy in there. Physically, I was never happy at all. I used to always wonder, ‘kya mujhe samajh hi nahin aa raha hai’ because I was a woman inside who was having s*x with a gay man. Obviously, something was wrong but I told myself that I am gay only.”

For unknown, Saisha Shinde is a well-known fashion designer who has designed outfits of a number of well-known Bollywood stars, including Kangana Ranaut.