Darren Waller, the talented tight end for the New York Giants, recently made headlines with his unexpected decision to retire from the NFL at the age of 31. His retirement announcement came through a heartfelt YouTube video where he opened up about a profound health scare that ultimately influenced his life-changing choice.

In the video, Waller recounted a terrifying incident from last November when he experienced a severe medical emergency. As he drove home one night, he began feeling increasingly unwell, initially suspecting it might be a recurrence of COVID-19. However, the situation quickly escalated.

“I’m shaking pretty violently, uncontrollably to where I was like ‘This is a little weird, a little different. This one’s just going to be a little more difficult than before, I guess,'” Waller described. Concerned about his condition worsening, he managed to reach his condo’s parking garage but found himself struggling to breathe and nodding off intermittently.

Realizing the severity of his condition, Waller dialed 911, although his speech was so impaired that the dispatcher had difficulty understanding him. As he waited for emergency responders, he felt as if his life was slipping away.

“I’m there breathing deeply and in between each breath, I’m yelling out, ‘Help!’ So maybe I could wake the neighbors up,” he shared, reflecting on the terrifying moments alone on his couch. “It was kind of similar to my overdose — like the power plug being pulled out and I couldn’t breathe anymore.”

This harrowing experience was not the first time Waller faced mortality. In 2017, he confronted his struggles with addiction, which included alcohol and drugs, and narrowly survived an overdose. His journey to sobriety following that incident had been a significant personal battle.

Waller’s decision to retire, despite his lucrative $35 million contract, was deeply influenced by this recent health scare. He realized that despite his professional success and the material rewards that came with it, his passion for football had waned over time. He admitted to feeling like a “people-pleaser” throughout much of his life, grappling with issues of self-worth and fulfillment.

The wake-up call of nearly losing his life prompted Waller to reevaluate his priorities and future path. His introspective video not only shed light on the physical and emotional toll of professional sports but also served as a candid exploration of personal growth and resilience in the face of adversity.

As Waller embarks on the next chapter of his life beyond football, his story stands as a poignant reminder of the complexities athletes face off the field and the profound impact of life-altering experiences on their careers and identities.