Carl Radke admits during a conversation to Page Six, that he struggled with his former fiancee Lindsay Hubbard questioning his sobriety before they split up.

He said to the media outlet that watching it back, it’s uncomfortable. He explains that when you are in a relationship and that is being brought up when you have been nothing but focused and stayed on track.

The Summer House star teases the audience will eventually know what led to the scene in the trailer where he screams at Lindsay, “You accused me of doing drugs!”

Carl, who has been sober for three years, also recalled a conversation he had with Lindsay wherein she asked him, “What are you on? What are you on?”

He explains it to Page Six, that anyone who knows him is aware that alcohol and cocaine were his issues, but he has not touched it in three years.