Advertisement
Just hours after his discharge on June 10, 2025, BTS leader RM opened up in an emotional livestream about the silent battles he faced during his 18-month military service. Standing beside V at Chuncheon earlier that day, he had smiled and waved to cheering fans—but once he was home, RM chose to reveal the vulnerable reality behind those smiles.
In his heartfelt livestream, RM began by thanking ARMY for their unwavering patience and love. He described the full arc of his military journey, from the day he entered his base to the moment he stepped out into civilian life again. Among the most poignant moments he shared was the final night before his discharge. As his fellow soldiers slept, RM quietly cried to himself, overwhelmed by the weight of everything he had endured. That night was not just an end—it was a reflection on his internal struggles, resilience, and the solitude that often came with his role.
One of the most concerning revelations RM made was about his mental and physical health. He disclosed that he had been diagnosed with insomnia during service, a condition that gradually worsened. The high-pressure environment, lack of personal space, and disruptive sleeping habits of other soldiers deeply affected his ability to rest. “I was once awake for 78 hours straight without sleeping for even a minute,” he shared, a confession that left fans stunned and heartbroken.