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Joaquin Phoenix made a rare and emotional return to The Late Show with Stephen Colbert, marking his first late-night appearance in 16 years. The acclaimed actor used the opportunity to revisit a deeply controversial and widely talked-about moment from his career: the infamous 2009 David Letterman interview, which had left fans and viewers confused, uncomfortable, and wondering if Phoenix was in the midst of a personal crisis. Now, years later, Phoenix has opened up with clarity and regret.
Speaking candidly with Stephen Colbert, the Joker star finally offered a full, public apology for what he described as “one of the worst nights” of his life. Recalling the incident, Phoenix admitted that his bizarre behavior during the Letterman interview was part of a premeditated character performance. He had originally done the pre-interview in character and later called the producers to explain his plan: to act like he was unraveling in front of Letterman and the audience, hoping to provoke a sharp and unpredictable exchange. His goal, as he now reveals, was to make the moment feel “dangerous” and draw a strong, raw reaction from both the host and the viewers.
But the actor now acknowledges that the stunt backfired. “It was beneficial for no one to know,” he told Colbert, adding that the performance didn’t land as humor or art—instead, it created genuine discomfort. Phoenix reflected on how he felt afterward, calling the experience horrible and uncomfortable, and confessing that he still regrets it. “It was strange because in some ways, it was a success, and it was also just one of the worst nights of my life,” he said with visible sincerity. He added, “I’m not sure if Letterman is watching or not, but I am sorry.”
Phoenix had briefly apologized when he returned to The Late Show in 2010, but this time, the tone was markedly different—less about saving face, and more about accountability. His remarks revealed a vulnerable side of an actor who’s often known for intense roles and private off-screen demeanor.
Now, having recently wrapped Joker: Folie à Deux alongside Lady Gaga, Phoenix is gearing up for his next film, Eddington, in which he stars opposite Emma Stone. But even as he continues to build a stellar filmography, this honest reflection on his past reminds audiences that even the most enigmatic figures in Hollywood can look back, learn, and grow.