Tori Spelling recently opened up about her personal struggles during an emotional moment on the misSPELLING podcast. The Beverly Hills, 90210 star, who is a mother to five children—Liam, 18, Stella, 16, Hattie, 13, Finn, 12, and Beau, 8—was seen breaking down in tears as she shared her feelings of loneliness and uncertainty about her future. Reflecting on her life as a 51-year-old single mother, Spelling spoke candidly about her “very odd relationship with men,” a topic she had been discussing with her therapist.
Spelling confessed to struggling with the idea of being alone, admitting that while she doesn’t necessarily want to be in a relationship, she fears the prospect of being by herself. She expressed her fear, saying, “I don’t want to be with somebody, but I do want to be. I just don’t want to be alone.” Her vulnerability was met with understanding from her podcast guest, Aubrey O’Day, who shared similar sentiments about not wanting to die alone. The conversation became deeply emotional as Spelling tearfully revealed her fears, with O’Day offering reassurance and support.
Spelling also reflected on her resilience, acknowledging her strength but questioning what it all means in the grand scheme of things. “They should sample my DNA when they f*** go to the next world war. Whatever the f*** I am, I’m resilient, but what does it mean at the end of the day?” she said, expressing the weight of her emotions.
This conversation follows Spelling’s recent divorce filing from her husband, Dean McDermott, in March 2024 after 18 years of marriage. The breakdown on the podcast provided a raw and honest look into Spelling’s emotional journey as she navigates the challenges of single motherhood and her uncertain future.